Anonymous asked: what is your deepest regret?
i don’t actually think i regret anything, everything iv’e been through every tear every hard felt sorrow has broke me, ive rebuilt my self and i wouldn’t be the person i am today without the mistakes ive made, i dont regret anything its all been a massive learning time for me
Anonymous asked: Well I'm too shy to come off anon so i'll just say it now. Recently well the past 2 years, i've had depression, and i'm not really sure how to get out of it, and its seriously not getting any better :/
fair play, and hmm doctors! its nothing to be ashamed of, i have to leave now but i’ll reply when i can, chin up
Anonymous asked: I'm really scared you'll judge me though because i'm not well known or pretty
whattttttttttttttttttttdafuq. I wouldnt say im well known or ‘pretty’ haha so we’ll get on fine
Anonymous asked: Thanks it means a lot, it helps to know that I'm not the only one, sorry for your loss and I appreciate it
don’t have to say sorry, but yeah you’re not the only one. Try and stay occupied. peace
Anonymous asked: If ever needed just to talk to you, would you give me some advice off anon?
yeah like why not? i can rarely get on tumblr because i don’t have internet at home, only at my moms but sure
Anonymous asked: How do you deal with depression when everything seems over with?
you have the power to change your own life, depression i think is caused by your life style(s), surely you must have some aspirations, you want to own your own house and have kids? bmw outside? think of what you want in life that would make you happy, find out a way to make that possible (there is always a way) and go for it, for me i went back to college, moved out, now im a qualified chef, i dont have the cars or the money i had 2 years ago when i was 17 but im getting there, just realise that if youre at rock bottom the only way to go is up, corny as it sounds its true. Give up on other people being around just to make you happy, dont beat your self up with regrets or things youve done wrong, everything is a lesson and if you learn from these you can use them to your advantage, im upset atm because ive just lost my girlfriend and my dads just died, but i know things will get easier, i cant let things slip because ‘life’ has got to hard, im going to stay away from drugs, keep going to gym, realise i’ll find another girl and stay true to the bigger picture. no on can tell you how to deal with depression because its so hard to understand everyone is different and you’re depressed about things others may not. All im saying is think of what would make YOU happy and go for it, dont care for other peoples feelings or how the things you do impact others, put your self forward and remember one day you’ll back and think ‘did i really want to kill my self just because some slut tried cheating on me’ you’ll laugh get in your Porsche and drive out of your massive house to the beach. be something, be someone.
Anonymous asked: I'm so upset and like can't stop crying, i really want to kill myself
man up, emotional pain lasts 12 minutes anything more than that is self inflicted. get up and do something, stay occupied what ever is going on now wont matter later on in life, get through it. the shit you go through makes you the person you want to be, + killing your self is harder than it sounds anyway, smoke a joint, ride a bike, anything. things will get better